rambo
to my dear rambo.. I missed you so much. no word can describe how terribly I am missing you.
I have been crying all day thinking that I could not see you anymore. saya tahu saya bukan anak yang baik. tapi hari hari terakhir ayah, nani cuba menjadi yang terbaik. but still, I think is not good enough.
lepas solat nani selalu minta doa dekat Tuhan, "God, please tell him that I missed him. I missed him so much.tell him I love him forever.always ayah, tak pernah lupa pun.
ayah tahu tak handphone ayah dah hilang masa mak kemas bilik ayah? nani selalu tau hantar msg dekat ayah yang nani rindu ayah. but you never answer. yelah dah hilang kan.
minggu lepas nani balik. lama betul nani baring atas katil ayah. lama yah..nani belek balik lukisan nani yang ayah simpan dari umur 4 tahun.. semua tu nani nak frame kan. ayah ingat tak ayah pernah sketch rumah idaman ayah.? buku tu pun nani nak simpan.
ayah, ada orang kata. kita hilang ayah ni sama sedihnya macam hilang kekasih. betul ke? nani sanggup hilang 80 kekasih pun, asalkan tak hilang ayah. lain tau bila ayah dah tiada ni. takde siapa nak panggil nani buntal atau bun.
hurmm...
ayah, you left me, mak is so far away.. abg is getting married. I'm alone ayah. I don't trust anyone surround me. I keep my problem till no one knows. I want to share with you my problem instead of mak and abg. but i can't do it anymore.
you know what i miss the most is when i came back home,remember i used to shout your name , and you turn around and smile. the first thing i would ask, ayah sihat? second, ayah dah makan? and last, makan ape? sedap tak?
no more ayah.. no more i can do that.
I wish I can meet you again. if, God had given me one more chance, I would have left this place and run to you..hug you tightly. no more letting you go.
hurm...
ayah.. someday i'll make you proud of me. i will, i promise you. i'm gonna work real hard. i'll make sure my dream and your dream came true.
kak maziah kata, ini satu amanah. i will try my best ayah.
instead of calling you ayah, i called you rambo. i know you won't mind. you always smiled everytime i called that name.
thank you rambo.. i love you till I die.
your firstlove,
syazwaniramli.
I have been crying all day thinking that I could not see you anymore. saya tahu saya bukan anak yang baik. tapi hari hari terakhir ayah, nani cuba menjadi yang terbaik. but still, I think is not good enough.
lepas solat nani selalu minta doa dekat Tuhan, "God, please tell him that I missed him. I missed him so much.tell him I love him forever.always ayah, tak pernah lupa pun.
ayah tahu tak handphone ayah dah hilang masa mak kemas bilik ayah? nani selalu tau hantar msg dekat ayah yang nani rindu ayah. but you never answer. yelah dah hilang kan.
minggu lepas nani balik. lama betul nani baring atas katil ayah. lama yah..nani belek balik lukisan nani yang ayah simpan dari umur 4 tahun.. semua tu nani nak frame kan. ayah ingat tak ayah pernah sketch rumah idaman ayah.? buku tu pun nani nak simpan.
ayah, ada orang kata. kita hilang ayah ni sama sedihnya macam hilang kekasih. betul ke? nani sanggup hilang 80 kekasih pun, asalkan tak hilang ayah. lain tau bila ayah dah tiada ni. takde siapa nak panggil nani buntal atau bun.
hurmm...
ayah, you left me, mak is so far away.. abg is getting married. I'm alone ayah. I don't trust anyone surround me. I keep my problem till no one knows. I want to share with you my problem instead of mak and abg. but i can't do it anymore.
you know what i miss the most is when i came back home,remember i used to shout your name , and you turn around and smile. the first thing i would ask, ayah sihat? second, ayah dah makan? and last, makan ape? sedap tak?
no more ayah.. no more i can do that.
I wish I can meet you again. if, God had given me one more chance, I would have left this place and run to you..hug you tightly. no more letting you go.
hurm...
ayah.. someday i'll make you proud of me. i will, i promise you. i'm gonna work real hard. i'll make sure my dream and your dream came true.
kak maziah kata, ini satu amanah. i will try my best ayah.
instead of calling you ayah, i called you rambo. i know you won't mind. you always smiled everytime i called that name.
thank you rambo.. i love you till I die.
your firstlove,
syazwaniramli.
sedekahkan lah doa setiap hari sebab antara pahala yang boleh diterima selepas mati adalah doa anak yang soleh
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